Miss The Part of The List

Hrrrmmmm…. Too tired to hold on the ringing tone… then I off the pending call, actually I wanna talk to Mr Big Guy for some chat… but may be he fall sleep already or… too busy with all the paper work for work tomorrow… its always like that… should I think negative to those all reason ? wat for? Or do I miss him for a day… since 3 month ago everyday we must have some chat… why..? don’t know… some time he talk about our married planning… wooopsss… do I ready to discuss it… hahahaha… like flying in the air when this issue was the topics… !@#$!@%.... Headect.. huhuhu… then I pull on my headphone and -listen to all my Ne-yo song collection… I’m stuck at one song “ Part of the List”… suddenly make me feel miss some one so much… who…? “ … Mr. Spekie’s ” since last 2 day this feeling simply come in my head and dance over… the lyrics was…


“Style of your hair Shape of you eyes and your nose The way you stare, as if you see right through to my soul To your left hand and the way that its not quite as big as your right. The way u stand in the mirror before we go out at night. Our quiet time Your beautiful mind There all Part Of The List Things that i miss Things like your funny little laugh, or the way you smile, or the way we kiss What i notice is this I come up with Something new every single time, that i sit and reminisce The way your sweet smell, lingers when you leave a room. Stories you tell, as we lay in bed, all afternoon I dreamed you now every night, in my mind is where we meet And when im awake, staring at pictures of you asleep Touching your face Invading your space. There all part of the list Things that i miss Things like your funny little laugh, or the way you smile, or the way we kiss What i notice is this I come up with something new every single time, that i sit and reminisce.
And you live in my memories forever more, i swear "


This song realy knock my heart to miss him… I cant smell him anymore.. and touch him even more… and all the lyric was related to our relationship...but even it just short little time that I spend with him and it was the total gold quality time… should I remember all this past? I hate this felling… I close my both eyes… I breath… I should let it be… it just a miss… wwaaaa…. This nite too cold course of the rain wind outside even I already switch of the fan… I grab my teddy by my side… I hold it in my arm and hug it tied… hehehe… I’m sleepy already… I should have some rest and some sleep… miss on him… both.. hahahaha… see all later in my next page…


XOXO…
Me SunFlowers